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Jun. 30th, 2004

Jun. 29th, 2004

10:37 am - Fun little Quiz

Bold the things that are true about you (Italics are my added comments)
[B]
01. I have a cell phone.
02. I'm obsessed with new things.[/B]
03. I'm the youngest child. [B]
04. I am a shopoholic.[/B]
05. I don't have any piercings, including ears.
06. I have never worn any makeup.
07. I love beer. [B]
08. I love the weekends.
09. I always carry lip-balm/lip-gloss/chap-stick/etc.[/B][I] have you seen my purse, that's like all I carry [/I][B]
10. I can't live without music. [/B] [I] It's my God. [/I]
11. I have been out of the country.
12. I like putting money in the bank and keeping it there. [I] very bad at this. [/I][B]
13. I can respect people who want to stay in school all their life. [/B]
14. I love designer handbags.[B]
15. I am easily frustrated and upset.[/B][I]oh, yeah. [/I][B]
16. I eventually want kids. [/B]
17. I can fluently speak more than two languages. [B]
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.[/B]
19. I prefer bitter-tasting things to sweet things.[B]
20. I am a person.[/B]
21. My first kiss was unexpected. [B]
22. I read a lot.[I]Alot, is an understatement. [/I]
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I despise fake people. [I] i have to say i'm a hypicite cause I tend to be fake around some. [/I]
25. I can be mean when I want to.[/B] [I] Do not get on my bad side [/I]
26. My dreams are bizzare.
27. I am bisexual.
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I like riding trains.[B]
30. I dress how I feel that day.[/B]
31. I love Cleveland.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. I hate when people are ridiculously late.[I] ha, that's me late always.[/I][B]
34. I procrastinate.[/B]
35. Winter is my favorite season.[B]
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep.
38. I wish I was smarter.[/B]
39. I am the hottest bachelor. [B]
40. I have a lot of drama.
41. No one knows my full story of my life.[/B]
42. I love my hair.[B]
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I love the beach.
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I'm excited for the future.[/B]
47. I can't control my emotions. [I] I tend to hide them.[/I]
48. I celebrate holidays from different traditions/cultures that I am not really a part of.[B]
49. I own a TV.[/B]
50. I love my friends.[I] you know who you are[/I]
51. I look down on religion and spiritualism as old-fashioned or flakey. [B]
52. I can be very insecure sometimes.[/B]
53. I have had a broken bone.
54. I hate ignorant people.
55. I love my laptop.[B]
56. I think people look sexy when playing musical instruments.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I love to dance.
60. I love to sing.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous very easily.[/B]
63. I like to play video games.
64. I can program.[B]
65. I hate when I see animals getting hurt/abused.[/B]
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef.
67. I have hardly ever studied for a test in my whole life.
68. I think legoes are the best toy.
69. I am too forgiving.[I] not, forgiving at all, lose my trust , you lose me sorry. [/I]
70. I have a good sense of direction.
71. I loved high school.
72. I am easily able to influence people through speech.
73. I don't drink enough to get drunk.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color blue.
76. I don't sew.[B]
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I like getting exercise.[/B]
79. I dislike professional sports.[B]
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I hate liars.
82. I like comfy pants.
83. I like socks.
84. I love the smell of fresh laundry.[/B][B]
85. I love my family.[/B] [I] part of my family? [/I]
86. I don't mind getting shots. [B]
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I can sight-read stuff on the piano.
89. I hate the feeling of failure.[/B]
90. I am a pushover.[B]
91. I would love to have my own fashion line. [I] I've been seatching it for forever it seems. [/I]
92. I can be quite selfish.[/B]
93. I still act like a little kid sometimes.[B]
94. Above all, I despise dishonesty.
95. I can stay on the computer forever.
96. I love music.
97. I wish I was more motivated when it comes to school
98. I love getting stuff in the mail.[/B] [I] here's the mail it never fail when it comes i wanna wail , mail. Ok maybe I should rethink the little kid question. [/I]
99. I have problems letting go of people.
100. I hate the feeling of being alone. [I] I enjoy it actually[/I]



[Spell your first name backwards]: YKCEB

[The story behind your user name?]: Tempting fate , pretty much explains it's self
[How old?]: 15
[Where do you live?]: no comment

[Describe YOUR:]
[Wallet]: don't have one
[Pillow cover]: Fluffy
[Coffee cup]: Eww, I dislike coffee
[CD in stereo right now]: Dashboard Confessional, A mark, a mission, a brand , a scar
[Piercing]: Two each in my ears, but never anything more than that
[What you are wearing now]: Pj's
Hair]: Blonde, thin,a pain
[Wishing]: nothing really , giving up on wishing for the moment
[After this]: updaing my blog .
[Talking to]: no one
[Eating]: little late to eat , but candy's always good
[Fetishes]: Music, Clothes, TV
[Some of your favorite movies]: Way too many, Practical Magic and Save the Last Dance are up their though
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: A boring summer..... vacation most days camp
[The last thing you ate?]: SOup , dinner and lunch well rounded diet
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?] ? i don't know
[Do you like candles]: Yes.
[Do you like incense]: not really
[Do you believe in love]: Yes.

[Do you believe in soul mates]: Yes, i'm a hopeless romatic.
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: No , not at all. You can't just look at someone I know you love them, you have to get to know what's behind the looks
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: No, small stuff I forgive but everything else no
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: I like my kitty
[What are 3 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?]: Paris, Grecce , and New York City
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: Life my parents ,why money means so much

[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: Krista, i guees jk , you know I miss you.

Current Mood: amused

Current Music: Women by Maroon5

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Jun. 4th, 2004

09:05 pm - Truths

Pen collides with paper and her thoughts build a wall around her. Her writing speeds up. It's as her thoughts travel down from her head down through her arm and into the pen. Her writing frees her from the world outside of her wall. For in this moment the paper she writes so fast on is holding her world. Her thoughts, her feelings pour out of her. Who ever could of thought an 8x10 piece of paper could mean so much? But to her the writing is her escape. For in her world of writing she can make up the plot and the final outcome. Fate plays no part in her stories. Sometimes she writes stories of the rich and famous, imaging life being simple as she scribbles her thoughts into the words. Sometimes when life is to much she writes stories of heartache and sadness. But in truth no one see these stories aren’t about others, for in her stories it is about she. The girl that aches when times are bad and jumps for joy when times are well. No one realizes all she’s really doing is hiding behind her stories. All she really wants is to be heard...

Current Mood: artistic

Current Music: "Everthing is going be alright" -Yellowcard

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May. 24th, 2004

10:09 pm - Hmmmm....

Wow I'm actually updated this...but I lazy so I'll just post what I posted in my blog....
I'm amazed at me ...I actually just did my math well not all but most. It's out of 22 I did 14 close enough. I'm mad my band came to tour here and I missed it. Grr... Today was another boring monday. My weekend was fun. On Sat. I went to the mall with my best friend Krista. We had fun. I got a Blink 182 shirt at Hot Topic. Later at 2:00 me and my mom went to Relay for Life. It was nice, we had fun walking. At night we came back , to light the luminaries to remember those lose to cancer. It was really nice..moving ......It's sad to see how many people are affected just within our small town. We lit four in remenrance of my aunts, and in joy for my grandparent who have lived through it.

On Sunday I went back to the mall with my parent. Which was ok ..... my dad was in a happy go lucky mood which was annoying. I like he better when he's in a bad mood cause than I don't have to see him as much. sounds mean but that's how I feel... I got something at Sears but they forgot to take off that ink thing so we have to take it back to get it off.

Today was ok.... I was mad I didn't get my yearbook , but hey the seriors only have tomorrow and the next day so we're getting them soon. Hopefully tomorrow. The only thing I hate about yearbooks is I never know what to say when I sign them. Of coruse theres always "I liked having you in my classes, Have a great summer , see you next year. " I'm sorry but that seems so fake to me. Confusing things..... I didn't see Marty today but I donb't even know if I like him.... another confusing matter....... Yet another confusing matter is my friends....sometimes they just make me want to ..gRR...... Well back tomorrow...... (maybe)

Current Mood: confused

Current Music: YellowCard "way away"

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May. 2nd, 2004

Mar. 7th, 2004

Feb. 27th, 2004

08:35 pm

Gees where is everyone??? I need someone to talk to.......or something to do?

Current Mood: lonely

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07:08 pm

I'm really bad at keeping this up. Oh well it's not like i have a fan club reading this...so oh well.Anyway Today was pretty boring. I had a basket ball game to pom at (Fun,Fun) and a test. Oh and I got "talked to"in English. The studnet teacher is my teacher right now and she's really dumb. If you met her you'd get a good laugh, swear!You can pretty much say anything and she never hears you. But she heard ne and Karissa which was surprising cause out of all days today all we mumbled was why must she stop reading after every sentence. and what time is it? We're reading lord of the flies and I read way ahead while the teacher was reading and Karissa was texting on her phone. So we didn't talk much at all. I hate that class with passion. It's so easy and pointless.Err she's stupid so really don't care.I went on my frist bike ride today. Yay spring is coming! I hate winter. I'm not a winter person thus I hate michigan cause it's always cold here. I swear out of state college in a warm state is looking really good for the future. I plan to live somewhere warm, but never Michigan. Today was my second to last b-Ball Game to pom at!! Yay! I'm sick of poms, don't get me wrong love it. Performing is great but somethings aren't so great about it. After a whole year pactices I'm ready to have a life again.....

Current Mood: calm

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Feb. 22nd, 2004

07:49 pm

Every day I learn how to do more on this thing. Amazing. I want it to be saturday again. I don't wanna go back to school. Even though I love it so much (cough, cough). I need more things too write about. I mean I thing of a bunch of stuff to write but when I get on this I can't remember anything. Zee the brain freezes. Well tomorrow I might have something to write but I don't know......

Current Mood: blank

Current Music: My purple sky~Evanescence

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Feb. 21st, 2004

Feb. 16th, 2004

09:54 pm

I need a bumper sticker with People confuse me on it. This one girl imed me who I like never talk to, and ask me to im this other girl something. Out of curious thoughts of course I did it. But still people just confuse me a lot. Anyway today was boring a densint visit. But those are always fun. Staring at the wall for an hour is always fun right? Personally theres only so many times you can read the fornt of those dumb hand out they have in plastic holders all over the walls. But being in the chair does give you time to think. Like what would posses a person to want to be a teeth cleaner is be on me. Of course they always have to give you those things were you can't eat or drink for 30 minutes when your thourt is so dry you might die. besides that fun filled part of the day I also got to see my grandparents which is nice casue I never really get to see them. After a hour there I got to eat finally I tell you it felt like a lifetime. My mom and me went to Bates which oh my god is like eatting a piece of heaven. A fatter piece but mind you thee best piece. But I love bates also cause when you go to eat there its a small 50's looking diner. Not kidding it still has one of those signs where you have to put the letters in it to say the prices of things. It cute and simple. I used to get to go there every Sunday or Saturady after art class which was two doors down still is but I don't go there anymore. Wish I did but don't. Before all of this i enyjoyed a quiet peaceful day alone. I love hetting ready at 2. Quiet is the best for me. If I could choose a day with a crowd of people or just me at home with a good book and movies. I would so choose me Like I said people confuse me. Plus it nice to blast music every so often. I got to write a whole short story a fan fic but my first alias one so all in all in was a ok day. ......

Current Mood: awake

Current Music: still listening to Fallen- Evanescence

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Feb. 13th, 2004

10:47 pm - More Random-ness

Well so much for writing more that one day! But hey I had like three shows to watch..... You see I have this Tv addicttion. I think it's maybe cause when you watch shows your just looking at life a little different you can just get caught up in the moment and not care about anything else.Anyone else like that?Anyway today was V day at school...which isn't the best day Because quoting my Krista "It sucks if you have no one". Which I don't so it sucked. Not that I in a big hurry to find a guy believe me....too much confusion.But not's not even go there ok? Well A good book and a warm bed is sounding good about now so later!

Current Mood: calm

Current Music: My Inmoral

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Feb. 10th, 2004